Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Philippines tomorrow all the way up to 7th May! :D
It's gonna be really hot there.
But Lord, like what Timo shared just now: You're so good. We shouldn't complain.
So use us and let us be a blessing to the kids, the teachers, the youth, the friends, the adults. Amen.






My favourite pictures for the night :D

Friday, April 24, 2009

Love is not a place
To come and go as we please
It's a house we enter in
And then commit to never leave
So lock the door behind you
Throw away the key
We'll work it out together
Let it bring us to our knees

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for

To some, love is a word that they can fall into
But when they're falling out
Keeping that word is hard to do
Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
Love will come to save us, if we'll only call
He will ask nothing from us, but demand we give our all

Love is a shelter in a raging storm
Love is peace in the middle of a war
If we try to leave may God send angels to guard the door
No, love is not a fight but it's something worth fighting for
I would fight for you, would you fight for me?
It's worth fighting for.

Friday, April 10, 2009

Carry My Cross by Third Day

As long as I remember
I've been walking through the wilderness
Praying to the Father
And waiting for my time
I've come here with a mission
And soon I'll give my life for this world

I'm praying in the garden
And I'm looking for a miracle
I find the journey hard but
It's the reason I was born
Can this cup be passed on
Lord, I pray your will be done
In this world

So I'll carry my cross
And I'll carry the shame
To the end of the road
Through the struggle and pain
And I'll do it for love
No, it won't be in vain
Yes, I'll carry my cross
And I'll carry the shame

I feel like I'm alone here
And I'm treated like a criminal
The time has come for me now
Even though I've done no wrong
Father, please forgive them
They know not what they've done
In this world

Three more days and I'll be coming back again
Three more days and I'll be coming back again

Thursday, April 9, 2009

What was supposed to be a baby-sitting night for Janan turned out to be a dinner date with the other dear younger brother, Raj instead.
Parents were gonna do visiting/ministry and wanted us to look after Jan and distract him at Causeway Point but he insisted on following Mom and Dad when they dropped us off at Causeway. Thus it was just Raj and I.
He followed me while i shopped for necessities this time (knowing the reactions Dot, J.K, Pearl will give when reading this ;p) Awkwardly waiting at the side while big sister smelt lotions and perfumes/scanned tru' the shelves of creams and then commenting on the amount i spent.

Good training for him right ladies?

We had dinner at Pastamania, and what i loved about it was i got to talk to him, heart to heart, deeper topics. I wished it was longer but it was still good. We talked about his friends, whom he has gotten closer to the past year, we talked about girls, yes, girls, :p, we talked about me, the guys i liked/liked me. He and I have always been open to each other about these things.
I am quite impressed actually, when i asked him if his girlfriend next time has got to be really pretty or have a good body, he answered saying it wouldn't matter (: Tho' he did say she has got to be pleasant looking.

Maybe you think he isn't being honest. But that's a mindset we should all adopt.
When all the good looks fade, when time and age catches up, all you have got left is character. Will you still love him/her the same way you did when he/she was a sweet young thing?
It's easy to be shallow. But i'd want someone, to look at me the way I am inside. Someone to love me, for who I really am, and not because of the way i look like on the outside.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

PART 2: EGOISTIC PEOPLE ON THE LOOSE ;p this is my follow up post to the last one i put up.

oooohhh goodness. what's up with me and the people i've been chatting with the past two/three days. Haha. The ego bug has caught up with our dear Sophie too!!!!!!
:D HAHA. AND AGAIN. I'm smiling to myself in front of the computer. I should stop soon 'cos i look like a loon.

2:31pm Sheela Grace
P6?


2:31pm Sophia
p5
not THAT old
he
*hee


2:32pm Sheela Grace
HAHAHAH. OLD?!


2:32pm Sophia
yupyup

2:32pm Sheela Grace
YOU WANNA TALK ABOUT WHO'S OLD?!

2:32pm Sophia
hahahaha

2:33pm Sheela Grace
hahahahahahahahhaahha!!!!you;ve got alot of explaining for yourself to do young lady if i tell this to Dot Nana Alvin they all
hahahahahahhha.
We'd breathe down your back


2:33pm Sophia
teehee
i dun mean that old
i mean that's quite old compared to me!


2:34pm Sheela Grace
oh ho ho ho


2:34pm Sophia
teehee

2:34pm Sheela Grace
hahahahaha saving yourself now huuuhh
hahahahahaha (:
you know im kidding right now right? im not really angry


2:34pm Sophia
teehee sorta
of coz :) i'm too cute to be angry with
heehee


2:34pm Sheela Grace
HAHAHAHAHAHAHASOPHIA SNG I DIDNT KNOW YOU WERE THIS EGOISTIC!
WHAT HAPPENED TO QUIET DEMURE ANGELIC SOPH?!

2:38pm Sophia
hmmm
i dunno :P jkjk
it's the stress heee
still innocent though!


:D goooooodness.

Friday, April 3, 2009

I've got very egoistic friends i tell you. Haha. They sure provide entertainment and always cause me to laugh/snigger to myself in front of the computer/alone reading my smses.

Here's a little bit of the conversation between Naz and I on MSN.
hahaha. and as usual i did some publicity for Nat 7.
Friends who chat with me on MSN would ask me about the song i'm listening to (it's shown on my display name, and i have been listening to their songs for the past two weeks), now i'm seriously considering typing and saving my intro of Nat 7 on Microsoft word, so i could just copy and paste it in future (:


naz says (10:50 AM):
yeah i understand now

naz says (10:51 AM):
some ppl loves to stalk those they are attracted to coz they are afraid of rejections but dont wori sheela dont beat around the bush ok. hahahahahahaha

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (10:51 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
silly naz

naz says (10:58 AM):
eh anw wat song r u listening to uh?

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (10:59 AM):
its by this cool "band" Naturally 7 who's more than just an acapella group
they imitate instruments

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:00 AM):
so all the drum beats violin guitars bass saxophone flute sounds you hear all come from their voices (:
and they're so good. i watched their performance at Esplanade two sundays ago
heeheehee. and my friend Alvin got us front row seats
HEART MELTS

naz says (11:00 AM):
hahahahaha

naz says (11:01 AM):
lucky u neva see me at esplanate
ade*

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:01 AM):
hahahahaha. my heart melted more because of the guy who sings the bass.
siggggh.
my lovely lovely bass

naz says (11:01 AM):
if nottt i tell u

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:01 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHHA. EH STOP AH
HHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAA

naz says (11:01 AM):
u become like chocolote fondue i tell u

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:01 AM):
nothing beats my lovely bass
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:02 AM):
wahhhlooouu nazzzzz!

naz says (11:02 AM):
hahahaha

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:02 AM):
hahahaha. THE WHOLE OF OUR CONVERSATION has been about you and YOUR EGO!

naz says (11:02 AM):
hahaha

sheela grace espinosa pandian says (11:03 AM):
i told you im selective of those i stalk and i stalk my lovely bass. thats it.
hahahahah. sooorrrryyy nazzzzz

naz says (11:03 AM):
sure or notttt
i dont believe u

(: the whole topic of who's stalking who came up when i asked him about Brunei and him being a medic, information that another friend (who happens to be his camp-mate right now) told me when we realized we both know Naz.
Here's another conversation i had, this time tru' sms:

Shafi'ie 1 Apr 2009, 18:50
"Just curious, do you think i look the same or abit different"

Me 18:53
"The same. Haha. Just that got no hair now"

Shafi'ie 18:57
"Dang. Thot mayb i became cuter or wat with short hair. Hahaha."

Hahahaha. Seriously. :D Friends like these crack me up.